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(no subject) [Jul. 6th, 2013|12:43 am]
spikespegal87
NAME: The Third Aussman Republic. (Aussen)
SIZE: 258 thousand SQ miles
Population: 24 million people

NAME: The Empire of Trace
SIZE: 3 million 400k SQ miles
Population: 45 million people

Name: Junesia
Size: 2 million 600k SQ Miles
Population: 400 million people

NAME: The Kingdom of Greynock
Size: 178 thousand SQ miles
Population: 15 million people

NAME: Myonia
Size: 500 thousand sq miles
Population: 29 million

NAME: Rusland
Size: 180 thousand sq miles
Population: 9 million

Name: Jordmark
Size: 290 thousand SQ miles
Population: 4 million

Name: Kingdom of Arkasia
Size: 1 million 500k SQ miles.
Population: 20 million

Name: Martania
Size: 210 thousand SQ miles
Population: 16 million:

Name: Gindustan
Size: 1 million 100k SQ miles
Population: 60 million

Name: Isranbul
Size: 250 thousand SQ miles
Population: 11 million

Name: New World
Size: Not None (Over 8 million Sq miles)
Population: at least 10 million
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(no subject) [Jun. 30th, 2013|01:27 pm]
spikespegal87
I was born In Trace, My father was a Aussman soldier, and my mother was of mixed Myonian and Trassian decent. In those days the Aussman war of conquest was coming to a close. I was born in the year 7807, in 7801 the Aussen republic frenzied with there newly unified Empire, Invaded Rusland The Empire of Trace reacted with an immediate retaliation of considerable force. In those days, The great powers included. Trace, Aussen, Myonia and Greynock. The Aussen war was brought upon most historians agree, out of long held tensions between the disputed territory of the Russ valley in southern Rusland. The Trassian empire had occupied that land for over 60 years, which at one time belonged to myonia, and then in turn was held my Aussen. The Aussen Government has long held unfriendly relations with Trace, in fact the Rus themselves Have been divided between the two Empires, Aussen speaking people in the west in 7795 actually tried to separate from the rest of the country and create there own state. The majority of the Rus who speak a Trassian related language almost welcomed the idea, but The aussen state and Trassian state intervened. There was a Premature revolution that broke out in 7796 but the rus army promptly put in down both sides looked to There stronger neighbors for help, war almost broke out then. It would be another 5 years before the Aussman would invade east rusland and continue east to invade trace. the Aussen army was tip top in those days and made a good advance into the nation, they occupied rusland and the capital city of trace, demanding them to abandon all interests in rusland the russ vally. The Trassian nation refused and fought on. The only other countries to get involved was Jordmark and Martania. Jordmark supported The Aussen effort but didnt quite commit to a true military effort. Martania supported the rus cause and therefore declared war on Aussen. In 7803 Martania luanched a force in southern Aussen that made some suprising successes but overall was decimated, the Aussens chased them right back into there country demanding they surrender or they would invade that country realizing they did not have the resources they surrendered in 7804. The Occupation of west trace continued. it was a bitter and intense war that lasted for years. Graynock refused to intervene having close ties with Aussen and Martania it refused to get invloved under much pleading from Aussen and Martania. in 7706 there was a huge battle, on the outskirts of Traslow, the trassian finally pushed back the Aussman army but the success was in vain seeing that there interests would be threatened Jordmark finally sent a force of combined Jordish Rus and Aussman forces into the north finally breaking the trassian will, the trassians could have most definatley kept fighting but they decided to start some negotiations. Aussman demanded that all Trassian presence in Rusland be expelled they demanded that Trace cede the russ valley to Aussen, the The Jords wanted territory but the Trassians refused, not willing to continue the war they backed down, The Aussmans got there demands and the war ended 7807. The Aussens left the war torn country side rather slowly and almost re ignited the war but all Aussen forces left the nation by the beginning of 7808.
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(no subject) [Jun. 19th, 2013|09:27 pm]
spikespegal87
I am a owner of a lonely heart.

I miss you so much mom.

I miss you.

Things are so cold i wish i could smile...I am a joke..

I am nothing..i am all those common words spoken awkwardly.

I sit here and cry while my life goes up in a cloud of smoke.

These dreams haunt me. i wish these fears would just stop me.

Stop me from wondering where i went wrong.

why does everyone seem to hate me..i am nothing

I hate you mark gillen you are a worthless human being

I wish i was a ghost..i wish i was a bomb

blow up in this place blow up all over this place

I am honored by your hatred i am proud if your disease

I wish to disappear

Submission a gift i will gladly grant

Ignore me like everyone else

Laugh at me like all the rest

Happiness a gift i will never receive

Im so dead im so dead im so sad im so stupid im a fucking joke..the punch line to all your jokes.
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(no subject) [Jun. 19th, 2013|11:46 am]
spikespegal87
well, almost 2 months of stress and suspense is finally over. Time to look to the future, thank you father for yet again watching over me.
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(no subject) [Jun. 13th, 2013|11:19 am]
spikespegal87
Here I am. There I was. There I will go without a trace I will disappear.
I hope you find all you are looking for.
That's all I need to know is that you don't need me, you don't need me.
You barley ever even liked me.
well soon I will be in jail.
no one will be there to pay my bail.
Where do bad folk go when they die they don't go to heaven where the angels fly
they go to a lake of fire and fry.

I cannot believe all that has come to pass.
I cannot believe that I fell for this again.
I cant believe it.
Yes I can on second thought.
fuck this.
I gave up my entire life for you.
I gave up everything for you, and now you can return to normalcy like all the rest
but what do I have to return to. NOthing.
what a fucking joke. You slapped this on us you walked away....farewell :(
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(no subject) [Jun. 13th, 2013|11:06 am]
spikespegal87
[music |love ]

I am stuck in the middle. Stuck in the middle with you.
I am not finished with this love, but maybe this love is finished with me.
which way to I go, what way will this love blow.
I did this. I did it.
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(no subject) [Jun. 6th, 2013|02:54 pm]
spikespegal87
A troubled heart beats far away.
I've become distant to all the things you said.
We could have been big, we could have had it all.
You came like a thief, I believed you like the fool I am.
I walked away from her..her love was real.
I feel like a vagabond with no home, I really fucked it up this time.
Who's bed will I end up in next.
What friends will these nights bring.
I am bound by these sins.
there was no good reason for this, I had a love I had a life.
I was searching for a heart of gold, and I'm still searching.
All I ever wanted was truth, all I ever cared for was trust.
what he wanted was love, what was meant for joy you perverted into fear and condemnation.
what is suppose to be freedom you twisted into slavery.
something crawled in your head, someone crawled in your head
and told you lies and you believed them.
now this reality is all that remains.
the ashes of another life blow in the wind.
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(no subject) [Jun. 3rd, 2013|09:12 am]
spikespegal87
I try and put myself in others shoes. I am not an easy person to live with. I am cynical and insecure. I am human with many flaws including selfish behavior. My biggest problem is my inability to have confidence. People tend to use me and walk all over me. People who supposedly love me use fear and threats to bring me down and control me. And its always my fault.
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(no subject) [May. 31st, 2013|02:08 pm]
spikespegal87
There is no such thing as love.
No such thing as forgiveness.
There is no good in any of our hearts.
we are liars. we are tempters and killers.
I have no faith in any of you anymore.
Love is a conditional lie. I've seen and heard your lies too many times
Love is a fraud you are a fraud. A joke. a sad depressing joke.
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(no subject) [May. 30th, 2013|06:20 pm]
spikespegal87
Yea, yea, yea
Ooh
I can feel it move me
Feel it shove me
As I break the law
Said yea
I can feel it's jabbing
Cuts the numbness then I
I come alive yea

Twist of cain
Yea drives my brain
Yea twist of cain
Make me come alive
'Cause it does

Yea twist of cain
Yea drives my brain
Yea twist of cain
Make me come alive

Said yea
I took it standing
Broke commandments
And he tumbled like a toy
Blood
Like a crimson highway
Spreading out
From his forehead to the ground

Twist of cain
Yea drives my brain
Yea twist of cain
Make me come alive
Cause it does

Yea twist of cain
Yea drives my brain
Yea twist of cain
Make me come alive
Wo-oh, yea

Wo-oh God above
Feel a twist of cain
Inside a beating heart, well
Wo-oh
Wanna know
Got a little twist of cain
From the God below, yea

Yae
I know my breeding
Know my father
He was born of light
Said yea
Can't hardly stand it
Cuts me down the middle
Then I
I come alive yea

Twist of cain
Yea drives my brain
Yea twist of cain
Make me come alive
Cause it does

Yea twist of cain
Yea drives myt brain
Yea twist of cain
Make me come alive
Come alive
Wo-oh, yea
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